It’s late in the evening and you are on your third cup of tea….balmy winds and the possible onslaught of slow rain in sight and your mind turns to what now …. should I in a moment of peace buy myself freedom from thought and just call? and then you think of how wrong that would be …. it would mean going against all that you have taught yourself to be …. all that you stand for …. whoever said giving in was so easy. Paul Brown once said if you win say nothing …. if you lose say less.